i'm fucking tirred. yesterday i worked till 4 15, just standing outside from 10 to 4. its like idiots you are really paying me for this? but yeea it suckd pretty bad. like, i just stood there, trying to sell lawn furniture?? lol. it didnt work out. i sold like.. three.

and anyways then i went to the malll and then to see a movie, and when i woke up this morning, idk what i did but my entire neck is sore, my shoulders, my lower back, my hip (?) idk i just ache like everywhere, and i have a sorethroat.

sucks reallllly bad.

buuut whatever. :coughs:

okk.. so summers here for me finally. well i have one more regents on tuesday but that shouldnt be too bad.. just figured i'd post because i havent in a while. welll i had my math regents, and my english regents.. i dunno how well i did on math.. hopefully i passed this time.. lol i dont want to take it a third. then yea i have a history regents tuesday but that wont be bad. i dunno. but anyways.. this summers going to be pretty different... i mean i'm gonna be babysitting during the week, and then working at price chopper on the weekends, and kara basically lives at 12 north or shampooches now, she is always always working. lol. briannes got mattie, kendall will be just doing her thing i gues..? idk but this summers gonna fly by and idk i just hope we have some good times. but yea. Besides that, everything is about the same with me.. like always, i'm really confused about something, or someone, ... but what are you gonna do. i'm sort of just getting used to it. theres no sense in complaining about it, or stressing about it, anymore.. haha even though i do anyways. but i'm gonna work on that. I guess thats it. :( i tryed.

today sucked. but yea. i think you are the most confusing person i've ever met. but i guess that's okay and i'm done with that now.

:) that makes me feel better. just putting that down. and plus, there were other things and other people that were pretty nice today.

its like.. 4 16. i've been working on my english final for about and hour and a half.. brrreak time. haha i suck at this whole working thing. but anyways... i had a pretty good day.. but my mom had today off. and yea.. i was pretty excited for that.. dont get me wrong. but i guess i've got to get used to the fact that there is nothing to be excited about these days. like, she is always at work. so i just figured this is cool, being that i havent seen her in days.. becuase when she is home i'm working, when i'm home she's working.. well, of course the first thing she has to do is get mad about i dont even know what. i'm just bumming i guess. its like she's never around and when she is its not pleasant. but i guess i'll just have to get over that. i dont know. well yea i need to go finish my essay.. yay

ok so i have decided to sit here and actually right a somewhat important entry. well, one that at isnt like 100% useless. but anyways.. things havent been so bad lately. i pretty much am coasting in school now.. which probably isnt good, maybe i should study for my regents.. because lets face it, i dont feel like failing math b regents again.. lol. so maybe i'll start studying? idk. mr puckey flipped out on us today because we didnt do good on our quiz and all this stuff, and was like freaking out about the regents.. so that wasnt really fun. but yeah. enough about that - haha - summer is almost here. i cant wait. even though my summer will be pretty busy.. i'm babysitting during the week.. then on the weekends working at price chopper.. but whatever its all goood. i need the cash for a car and all that fun stuff that goes along witht that.. so yea. this weekend i'm working up at 12 north too.. haha thatll be fun. i think? but yea. anyways.. i guess i'm gonna be hanging out with dan sometime... :\ i dont really know how i feel about that. i dont like all the pressure i'm getting about that subject, either.. so thanks for that one, guys. lame.. but whatever.. we'll see how that goes.. i guess? even though i already have an idea in my head and yea.. umm new subject..? ahmm.. i guess thats all i've got. well, at least i tryed to post something good.. lol. not like anyones really reading this. lol

things arent too shabby. :) haha. its wicked nice out. soo yea. i've been swimming and chillin a lot... ummm yea

soo so far this weekend has been full of exciting and thrilling stuff to write about!

not.

umm.. yesterday i went to the fair. and the show at the legion - the bands there did awesome. um.. thats all i really feel like talking about about yesterdayy... uhh

today worked sucked pretty much. everything sucked. so afterwards i went to the last unicorn and made myself feel better :) i bought some good good stuff.

- bright eyes and neva dinova - one jug, two vessels
- tilly and the wall
- iron and wine
- and the ataris


so now i feel better.

hey did you know i didnt have to go to school tomorrow? yea. i knew. um. progress reports. mine wasnt too bad :( 65 to 69 in math. :) but whatever. i'm over it. anywayss.. i fixed my bed tonight :) it made me happy. i just put it on the ground. screw bedposts. who needs them. um.. i dont know what to post about really.. i'm just really borrd..humm... yup.

soo.. things are okay. they are normal i guess..? i'm really confused about some things.. and i'm really sick of putting up w/some shit buut... i guess thats what i get, i should just talk to them about it but idunno.... ugh fuck?

i got this letter in the mail today about the national honor society? and i got picked for something? idunno but its pretty cool. i guess.

this weekend wasnt so bad. well. its only saturday - buut cmon its basically over. friday kendall alecia and i went to vosses and then chilled at the bazarre thing.. i wonder how to spell bazarre. hmm. but yea. then tonight kara and i went to the bazarre, then to briannes house and di dour homework and stuff :) becuase we are good kids, duh.

so i'm bored with this. thatsa ll :)

um - i havent posted in a million years?

things arent that bad. could be better, but, they always can be? so no big thing. um.. i really just cant wait to get out of school.. i'm ready for summer vacation now.. and... yea. i feel like going camping. we went swimming on prom night - in my green slimy pool.. haha.. yup. prom wasnt so bad.. it wasnt so great, either. i mean, it wasnt bad, it just wasnt all we made it out to be. but no biggie. < ha i said biggie. um.. hmm.. i wish i could post about something important.. but theres really nothing going on right about now..
soo..
i guess this is it.


i got the new rhcp album- its good - go get it.

<3

i dont like this.

hii.. i'm updating becuase i havent in a while. um. things are basically the same as last time i posted.. i think? i'm still grounded. but its getting better, like a few days ago they told me i can have my phone, just not in school, and like i asked if i could use my comp and they let me for like a half an hour, so its not like that bad anymore.. and plus.. they are letting me go to myrtle beach on friday.. :)

i'm excited.

sad









(as in, not happy)

tonight.. wasnt good.

IT was my fault.. afterall..

if i knew what i was thinking,

i'd post it in here.

problem.. I have no idea what i'm thinking :(

yup.. so tonight was my parents anniversary.. alecia and i cooked them dinner and baked them something.. :) they are all like YAY. that is the best anniversary EVER!! <-- yea that is what they said. heckk , yes. but yea.. other than that.. its cold out, and i lost my hat, i'm sad now :( i liked that hat. uh...

thats it..??


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